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Do you hate that word as much as I do?
It causes such a visceral reaction within me. Like, makes my body really warm and tingly, but not in a good way.
I am NOT fearless. I feel alllll the fear when I'm making big decisions.
When you're a coach, YOU are your business.
When I was creating my business, one thing I deeply desired was to get paid to work on myself. I wanted a career where I could read self-help books, journal, do my own personal development work, and share my insights.
I desired a career where I was held accountable for a healthy lifestyle, where people looked to me for guidance and support.
When I moved to the island three years ago, I had NO IDEA how I was going to get to where I wanted to be, I just knew WHAT I wanted.
Once you put your dreams out into the Universe, the rest is handled. I didn't get caught up in the HOW.
I just wrapped up my last weekend working in a restaurant, dare I say it, FOREVER.
I am feeling ALL the feels right now. Sheer excitement. Total passion for my business and what I'm about to create. Sadness that I'm leaving a place that has been my home-away-from-home for the last 2.5 years, where I've made friends and created my Chosen Family. Panic and dread of the unknown.
Three years ago I ended up in Urgent Care because I looked like this. Swollen eyes and face. My face was on fire and itchy and I was worried about being able to breathe.
Until this happened to me, I had no idea anxiety could do this to a person. I was getting ready to make one of the biggest decisions of my life and I was Scared. Shitless.